Thursday, November 4, 2010

Re-focused

Today became overwhelming, when I realized all that must be accomplished in the next four weeks. I decided to breathe and create a strategy. I needed to prioritize or be consumed with the deadlines and assignments to come. 

Then, as I am organizing and attempting to time manage, the flood gates of doubt broke free. The deadly substance rushed through my mind, saturating my thoughts, and just as I began to drown, it hit me. Stand up. And so, I stood up and that rush of damned toxicity diminished and I realized I had been drowning in a puddle of doubt. 

I gave way to my doubt, giving it power and allowing it to consume me. I had to remind myself I can do this and I can do it well. I cannot allow my past mistakes or issues chase me away from discovering purpose, fulfillment, love, and happiness. 


And so, I strut on...